Hey everyone... first of all.... all week if I have offended you, pushed you away, ignored you, or just acted badly to you... well please forgive me.... I didn't mean it. I have been having a rough week. I don't know how it started but somehow Kyle has grown farther and farther from me and Erin and we don't know whats going to happen... we miss him and he doesn't seem to care that he is tearing us in two... We even started to cry in the gym for homeroom on monday, but instead of asking what was wrong, he said we were giving him dirty looks and that we were "annoying" by "pouting" around in the corner.... Part of me is saying: "boy! that kid has some nerve to do that!" and wants to get back at him... but the other part of me is saying: "why is he doing this? does he not want to be my friend anymore?" and just wants to shrivel up and wither away.... I just don't get it! Why do I feel so awful? I don't understand anything... or him... anymore... does he want me to just forget we were ever friends? I could never do that... neither could Erin... I hate to leave with such haste but I am afraid I am going to breakdown crying if I dont stop this..... if you have any advice or suggestions, please leave me a message... ttyl (btw, I learned that acronym from Kyle as well...)
*sniffle sniffle*,
Caroline